A PIECE OF ME

August 10,

Cast of Shadow

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Walking on the dim and dark night
feeling lonely and unprotected
seems no one sees me,
the emptiness of the street
the silence of the cars
the path that goes on,
Im silently walking
im not in my self
but i know my shadow is always there
same with me..
alone,
desperate to be with another shadow.
 
 

August 7,

i’ve been tagged

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1. Are you pregnant?
—>>Of course not!


2. When do you want to get married?
—>>i dunno, its not in my plans either 


3. Do you curse a lot?
—>>sometimes , i curse when i’m angry


4. What are your favorite books?
—>>HARRY POTTER…& any magazines will do.. 


5. Do wish you were with someone right now?
—>>Yes, super… w/ someone special, but i dont have..emoticon


6. Who were the last three people that sent you a text message?
—>>vanesa,jiggy & nino (that’s yesterday) 


7. Are you happier single or in a relationship?
—>>i enjoy  being single but i can say im not  totally happy.


8. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
–>>dati, but now i dont think so. 


9. Do you wish someone would call you?
—>>yes, sun-to-sun call. 


10. What is bugging you right now?
—>> my list of homeworks 


11. What’s something you wish you could understand better?
—>> computer programming & emo-tic people 


12. If someone doesn’t like you, its usually because…?
->>im a silent type of girl & strict "DAW", kaso hindi pa nila ako kilala eh.. ssshh, people who are close to me really knows who i am..


13. Do you have a wild side?
—>>wild?uhm, yes, when we fought with my brother.. GRRRR..kalami kulatahon ui…!!!but we’re grown ups now, minimal na lang ang away.. labayanay na lang ug kutsilyo.


14. Kissed someone in the last twenty-four hours?
—>>beso-beso with loys & kakai.. (la pa ko na’anad until now)


15. Have you lost friends in the past year?
—>>lost as in we fell apart as friends not as lost as in someone dead… in my case, im the one who’ve been away from them..(ahh,long story) & also friends from my alma mater, just a tampo2x problem…but we’re ok now


16. What were you doing at midnight last night?
—>>internet!!!watching the profile of julius ( ung nag’suicide)..kay wala lng..trip lng..uhm..mag’share sa ko..


Last saturday i was able to have funeral vigil of the late Julius, even if we dont know each other. I just know him by his name because he’s the son of our former mayor. As i was there mixed emotions are capturing me. Above his coffin theres a saying that goes like this "I SOAR AND CONQUER MOUNTAINS BUT LOVE AND EMOTIONS DEFEATED ME" it was really touching and it really fits him, his life and the way he died. ………..


     Before I slept, many thoughts came into my mind.I realized many things, first is that God is the only one who can decide when is our  time to reach our end, that Life is such a wonderful gift that God has given to us and we should make everyday a special day, enjoy life and expect each day as if it is our last.!!!

 
 

 

July 7,

WHATEVER

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Sometimes I need to be strong and keep the pride high.!!!THAT’S IT!!!!emoticon

*I’m not trying to pinpoint someone else here, i dont want to name names..

..Well, someday he/she may read this.. before it’s too late..

This post is  too shallow emoticonscusarsi

 

 

June 12,

My BIRTHDAY!!!(lusong sa baha)

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!

 

Anyway I want to share my experiences today.. First I woked up with a call by my friend Carlene who is one of my close friend in SMSP then followed by nonstop birthday greetings from my family, relatives, classmates and friends (it will be a long list, you know who are you guys), THANKS A LOT..mwuahhemoticon. It was a busy text day for me, another call was made by my Aunt, while I was also busy at school, then at 10 my father phoned me and said he will treat me at lunch. Since my next subject is at 1:00 pm I suddenly decided to go and have a birthday lunch  with my father, I also get the chance to buy my notebooks and other school supplies. I went back at school for my major lab subject, but then the class is not yet formal, and we ended early. Suddenly i’ve read a message from my aunt saying that she will treat me at dinner and I should also invite my cousins. She left a money to my older cousin(jericho) who at that time is in her office because she can’t come, so at 5:00 pm together with my 4 cousins(kuya ikong,icy,ryan & charisse,i’m the youngest among the group), we had a dinner and talked and laugh like there is no tomorrow for us, because we rarely see each other. Then since there is enough money left we decided to watch a movie, and we watched KUNG FU PANDA that is really worth a penny,we really enjoyed it, it’s fun and hilarious, while watching we heard rainpours. We go out in the cinema with the mall lights off and few people though there is still a last full show, we realized that it’s almost 9:00 p.m and the mall is already closed. Outside the heavy rain stopped but what we saw is a big flood, with many stranded passengers. My cousins decided to go to Roxas because we can easily get a ride there. (Diri n nagstart among kalbaryo) I am wearing my uniform means I’m wearing my school shoes but I have no choice but to take  a step to the dirty and eewwyy water.. (As in marealize nako ang germs sa advertise nga "WAG KANG DUDURA")..added by phlegm, spits, garbages, canal, urines and name everything, It’s really sickening… WHOOOHHH!!!plus small drops of rain. Well, I’m just lucky compared to my cousins who was "whooshed" up by a van, (as in basa sila, my na lang naswertehan ko gamay).. We walked and walked under the rain with our  numb, tired and wet feet..We stop at a corner, i dunno the street, and take a bicycle ride to bring us to roxas and then finally we found a taxi. Inside we are so quite because we are tired but we really had fun, I just dropped at Damosa and then another important person I’ve seen, my closest cousin from the Selgas side, she greeted me and we talked at the tricycle. Well, for me its really my day…I just like my birthday, it’s really fun, enjoy,exciting and full of unexpected surprises—ang paglusong sa baha…Thank you Lord for giving me another year to live and for all the blessings…GOODNIGHT!!!!

 

June 9,

Multiply

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Hey! I just sign-up for multiply..I heard about this uhmmm, i think a year year ago.. but i first encounter this friendster mania that’s why i first sign up to it and i become addicted to it but since I felt bored in friendster I tried something new, and i ended up in multiply.. Im having a hard time in signing up till editing my profile but still it was worth the time and effort.. I like their themes, but still im exploring it and i will update it soon. For those who have multiply account please add me up fallen_world@yahoo.com , i still dont have friends..emoticonLOL… im a starter though.. 

 

 

June 1,

ITS JUNE!!

It’s probably one of my awaited month for this year, know why? Well the first reason is that it’s the countdown to my birthday, 12 days from now I’m going to celebrate my 18th year.Hmmm,I’m really excited about it. Second reason is that school days is about to begin and I’m super excited to see my old and new friends and classmates. Yepey!!!Another year for study, homeworks, projects, experiments and quizzes. It’s also another year of absents,tardiness and cheating  (LOL). Well, students keep on learning!!!

May 9,

Check my grammar please..-’-’

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Having a blog hopping a while ago, I am open to the fact that I am not that good in writing and in grammar compared to other. Their post expresses who and what capacities they have, many have great ideas and really have a good grammar. I can’t see any flaw in their post and I envy for them for that. My posts are simply expressed in simple english sentence and I really want to improve it. Since I was a kid I was not used to speak  English at home though in school I learned many things.Blogging is also a great help since I write  topics that I want and through reading other blog I also learned. 

 


 

April 21,

YM-the root of my problem

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    I was chatting with my cousin then she told me that i should have not done it (i’m not going to mention whats the real problem anyway) , to avoid misunderstanding.For me it’s only a joke but she reacted negatively, and I felt guilty.. I know its my fault and Im sorry about it,I already said sorry to her. Hope she accepts my apology.

    Lesson learned?I must be careful next time.

April 3,

dont tell lie!!!

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i really want to express what i feel today…

sort of embarassment and an unforgetable experience..

at this time i’m not yet fully recovered…

i want to cry but i can’t..

"ULAWA JUD UI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

this words keep running through my head..

even i dont want to think about it…

how am i supposed to forget this????

i think i cant sleep tonight,tomorrow and in the next days…

but summer class will be starting and that means I will face it..

face my fears…

im really down today…

 

kadaghan ba nako problema ui..

naa pay tubo sa smartbro na ambot na’unsa kaya to nga wla na nagtindog..

nabali bah or natumba sa hangin..

kay naa ko sa amo bukid nagbakasyon, in’ato ra diay ako maabtan sa damosa..

mao ni sa internet cafe ko padulong..

unsaon man nako ni ui..

sige padayon jud ko ani og problema sa mga problema..

unsa pa kayay musunod..??

i mean, stop na beh…

maniguwang man sad tag dali ani ui…

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im trying my best not to look upset..see?emoticonhahhahhaha….

March 25,

vacation post

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I’ve been in a vacation for 1 week and Im enjoying every hour i spent in our house…

This is my schedule:

9:00-10:00 a.m- I wake up

10:00-11:00a.m- eat my breakfast at the same time my lunch..LOL

12:00-1:00p.m.- take a bath

1:00-9:00p.m.-dvd  marathon

9:30-12:00 p.m.- watch pbb teen edition and so on & so forth.till I feel sleepy

….

Very smooth schedule, very relaxing,I still have 1 week and 3 days left and I already miss my friends, classmates, crushes, pharmacy dep’t,5th floor,bogart,bankerohan, my bed (in Davao) and my computer..






















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